Our first dinner date with Bill and Paulette went great—nothing too exciting, but still a rush. This could very well be the first couple that my older husband, Keegan, and I try swinging with for the first time. We made plans to see them again next week before parting ways.
After we arrived home and sent the babysitter home, we had some of the steamiest sex we’ve had in a long time. The idea of me being with another man excited Keegan more than it did me, due to my own reservations. It was a surreal feeling, something I had never experienced before.
Afterwards, we were lying in bed and Keegan told me that he had another business trip coming up. He would be gone for about two weeks, but he wanted me to do some research on cuckoldry (the idea of me being with another man) and the threesome scenarios to make sure I knew what I would be getting myself into. Surprisingly, one of Keegan’s biggest fantasies was to watch me with another man.
I had never heard of cuckoldry before, but obviously knew about threesome scenarios. In fact, Paulette and I had discussed it at dinner and she was open to the idea. Despite being 25 years my senior, Paulette looked really good. She wasn’t threatened by my age either, which was reassuring—or so I thought, but more on that later.
I know that this lifestyle that Keegan and I were seeking may seem bizarre to vanilla couples, but what about our relationship wasn’t bizarre? I’ve always been bisexual and this way, we both get what we want. Strangely enough, the only problem was our age difference.
Since publishing our profile on a swingers’ dating site, we received a ton of messages. Most were positive and showed a lot of potential. That being said, there were also several hateful messages from some of the women; they were typically older, married women whose partner was interested in swinging and they saw it as the only way to save their marriage. Others saw me as a threat, other women couldn’t find themselves attracted to a younger woman, and some just weren’t attracted to Keegan.
We had gotten a wide array of responses, but what we were looking for specifically was a similar couple who were interested in the same arrangement we were. We wanted to find just one couple to protect our identity.
The site we were using has a chat and video chat feature, which I found out one day when a message popped up from a member named nsabull_4u. “Hi! You have one very sexy Mrs,” he wrote in the chat box. Before responding, I looked up his profile to see that he was a very attractive man who lived very close by.
“Thank you, I try,” I finally responded.
“Do you play alone at all?” he typed.
“Not at this time, but we have discussed it as a possibility for the future.”
“What about video chatting. Are you allowed to video chat? Have you ever had someone watch you two remotely?” he asked
“Video chat is fine. No, we haven’t tried that, but it certainly sounds fun! How about I talk to my husband and see if he is interested in possibly entertaining this idea. Thank you for your interest…it’s very flattering!”
“Anytime! I’ve added you to my favorite list.I don’t mind waiting, so whenever you’re ready, you let me know.”
I suddenly had a pit in my stomach. Was I really going to go through with this?