I offered to set my older man, my fiancé, up with a regular sex buddy while I was pregnant and on bed rest, because I felt like he shouldn’t suffer sexually for what we couldn’t control. I truly wanted him to go out and enjoy himself.
During our discussions, it came out that he had always had a fantasy of being with an Asian woman. So, after about a month’s worth of research, I found an Asian woman online who was also married and willing to just have no-strings-attached fun with my husband. I arranged their first meeting and even booked the hotel room.
At this point, I was approximately one month into forced bed rest, armed with my laptop and a mini-fridge stocked full of fresh fruits and vegetables. Keegan had taken such good care of me—morning, noon, and night he was at my side making sure I had everything I needed to be as comfortable as a pregnant whale could be.
Meanwhile, I spoke with his new “friend” Anne on the phone, and then we talked over Skype, because we both wanted to make sure the other wasn’t some mass murderer. She was sweet, slightly older than me, and in a similar situation with a much older benefactor. Her husband, however, could no longer perform in the bedroom, and had given her his blessing to take a lover. It seemed like a perfect match in a twisted world.
Between researching dream wedding ideas and sifting through pictures of naked women for my fiancé, it dawned on me—I never would have done this for any other man in the past. But as twisted as this was, I believed Keegan would do the same for me someday if he couldn’t perform, given our age difference, which sort of helped put me at ease with their playing.
Anne and Keegan’s first meeting went well; they were both satisfied and everyone was happy—everyone except me. The first time was really hard for me. I cried to myself and unfortunately got myself so worked up that I ended up needing to call my doctor, which in turn ended with me being rushed to the hospital—I was convinced that I was going into labor.