What My Sugar Daddy Did to Change My Mind About Having Kids with My Husband: Part 1

My hus­band, Robert, and I had been try­ing to get preg­nant for six months. The pres­sure of it all was turn­ing our mar­riage into the antithe­sis of roman­tic. The stress was caus­ing our mar­riage to take steps back. Instead of mak­ing progress as we had been before try­ing for a baby, we were start­ing to digress. I was moody and angry because I wanted to try every day, and he was angry because I made sex a chore.

He slowly started work­ing longer hours again and I real­ized we were mak­ing a mis­take. Even­tu­ally, we just stopped talk­ing about it com­pletely and I noticed he was start­ing to pull out when we had sex. Our mar­riage was slowly falling apart again. To make mat­ters worse, Derrick—the older man I was hav­ing an affair with—broke up with his girl­friend and was start­ing to call again. The tim­ing couldn’t have been worse.  I was vul­ner­a­ble, angry, and needed a shoul­der to cry on. Since I could not rely on any of my friends, I began to rely on Der­rick again.

One night, while my hus­band was away on busi­ness, I spent the week­end at Derrick’s. When I finally came home, my hus­band was there wait­ing for me. “Where have you been?” he asked. Unsure if he had arrived in the morn­ing or at night, I assured him that I had spent a few days at my mother’s house. He didn’t ques­tion me any fur­ther and our con­ver­sa­tion turned to talks about expand­ing our fam­ily again.

Robert apol­o­gized for hav­ing got­ten dis­cour­aged and assured me that he wanted a fam­ily with me. We both promised to be patient and to let it hap­pen on its own. If it was meant to be then it would hap­pen when it was meant to hap­pen. Our sex life began to improve, since we enjoyed each other’s com­pany again. We were hav­ing sex var­i­ous times a week, and to spice things up, he even bought toys. We were hav­ing the most intense sex of our mar­riage. I felt young and alive again.

One night, while my hus­band was on another busi­ness trip, the door­bell rang. When I opened the door, I was shocked to see Der­rick stand­ing there. I had been try­ing to stay away from him since Robert and I started try­ing to get preg­nant. I could smell the booze on him before he even said anything…

  • Noneya

    Your a dis­gust­ing woman..